"I miss you so much you don't even know. I gotta go I'm so sorry I couldn't msg much, was preparing for inspection. I'll try to at least msg tmrw. goodnight, I love you."
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we used to take 12 minutes to reply each other (on quick days)((on not-so-quick days we can take up to 4 hours haha)) but now 12 minutes is all we have to tell each other everything that happened to us in the past 24 hours
even though my day is always the same old (studying) and your day is probably much more eventful than mine, the very first thing you'd ask when I answer your call is "how's your day?" and whenever I try to ask about yours instead, you always still end up wanting to just ask/talk about me ("how's studying?" "are you stressed out?" "how about you, did you sleep well last night?" "are you going to stay up tonight to study?" "that's good, see everything will turn out well")
and even after all that you still apologized for talking so much but little did you know all I wanted to hear was your voice and I didn't mind it one single bit but it was also that very voice that sent me into tears because I miss you so bad and hearing your voice after an entire day of nothing from you was so overwhelming & comforting & it felt so much like home
you've been such a constant part of my life for the past few months and even when you were in Tibet for almost 2 weeks we still had at least 2 hours to talk each day but now it's complete silence and I don't want to sound so overly attached to u because Jerlyn it's only been a few months hello???? but I am!!!!!!!! : (
you still tried to lighten the mood when you told me you probably won't have time to call me tomorrow because you'd "be getting married" (to your rifle) and i'm vvvv thankful for that and for you and for everything : ( it's only day two!!!! we'll get used to this yo
even though my day is always the same old (studying) and your day is probably much more eventful than mine, the very first thing you'd ask when I answer your call is "how's your day?" and whenever I try to ask about yours instead, you always still end up wanting to just ask/talk about me ("how's studying?" "are you stressed out?" "how about you, did you sleep well last night?" "are you going to stay up tonight to study?" "that's good, see everything will turn out well")
and even after all that you still apologized for talking so much but little did you know all I wanted to hear was your voice and I didn't mind it one single bit but it was also that very voice that sent me into tears because I miss you so bad and hearing your voice after an entire day of nothing from you was so overwhelming & comforting & it felt so much like home
you've been such a constant part of my life for the past few months and even when you were in Tibet for almost 2 weeks we still had at least 2 hours to talk each day but now it's complete silence and I don't want to sound so overly attached to u because Jerlyn it's only been a few months hello???? but I am!!!!!!!! : (
you still tried to lighten the mood when you told me you probably won't have time to call me tomorrow because you'd "be getting married" (to your rifle) and i'm vvvv thankful for that and for you and for everything : ( it's only day two!!!! we'll get used to this yo
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