it's only tuesday and this week has been utterly horrible already and nothing is going my way
like today screwed up my criminal psych presentation and cried in class AGAIN
even though i stayed up till 4am (after helping out a school event when i was extremely tired and cranky) to do the project with 1/2 of my group members we probably still didnt do well and i didnt even dare to see my grades and CRIED
and idek what the fud i did with my laptop now everything has been changed to its default settings and all my apps are gone and i had to try to remove a virus that appeared out of freaking nowhere and i hate this and i hate everything and i still have to study and I CANT EVEN DO MY SCHOOL ASSIGNMENTS BECAUSE I HAVE NO MICROSOFT OFFICE LIKE HA HA HA POLY STUDENT WITHOUT MS OFFICE good job jerlyn you fucked up AGAIN
i hate everything and i just want to go on a screaming rampage anD I HATE THIS
i know people love me like yesterday mav came to school to find me because i was just in a horrible mood about EVERYTHING and he sent me home and stayed up with me on skype from 12 to 3.30am when I was doing my work AND today jeggings and hana and ms shahiraa was so nice to me as usual because i am a huge crybaby and everybody else too like weiling and kim and daryl
but i REALLY don't (love myself)(cause i am a screw up) and i just want to wallow in self pity and hatred!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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