Thursday, January 25, 2018

Year 2.2

Thursday, January 25, 2018
it's only week 2 but: 

i
have
reached
my
emotional
limit

..........................................

week 3 update: 

this week hasn't been the best either and I'm really struggling to keep afloat amidst the content-heavy modules and social commitments and hall production rehearsals (again lmao). I'm not sure if I felt this way in the beginning of the last 3 semesters but it certainly doesn't feel like I did.

i feel myself cracking bit by bit and i keep trying to justify having a "rest day" though I always end up doing a few hours of readings so it doesn't even count

i just rly am so tired and at this point i regret decisions to join hall prod and the school camp main comm when i was so adamant on not joining either one anymore last year lol. but it's too late to back out so i guess i'll just. suck. it. up. (and do my best too la haha I still have morals!!)

i let myself cry and take a nap every now and then but at the end of the day I know I just have to get myself out of this rut and press on ya??? lol

Tuesday, January 2, 2018

Tuesday, January 2, 2018
There's a house we can build
Every room inside is filled
With things from far away

The special things I compile
Each one there to make you smile
On a rainy day 

They can say, they can say it sounds crazy 
They can say, they can say we've lost our minds 
I don't care, I don't care if they call us crazy 
Run away to a world that we design 

Every night I lie in bed 
The brightest colours fill my head 
A million dreams are keeping me awake 

I think of what the world could be
A vision of the one I see 
A million dreams is all it's going to take 
A million dreams for the world we're gonna make 

However big, however small
Let me be a part of it all 
Share your dreams with me 

You may be right, you may be wrong 
But say that you'll bring me along 
To the world you see 
even in the dust, we shine © 2014