My eyes ever fixed upon You 

To live like a child to trust You 

I'll hold on to this treasured love 

My life ever set at Your feet 

I give You my heart completely  

To live this life, always by Your side 

I have to know You 

All that's within me 

Cries out for Your presence, God 

Nothing compares 

There's no one else 

Jesus, You're my one desire 

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Is going on with this despite the (huge) disparity in our beliefs an act of trust that You'll take over when I can't, or just denying that this problem is one that cannot go unsolved? People tell me this and I believe that You put people in our lives for a reason, but what if that reason is not to save, but to teach me the importance of being with someone who is equally yoked?? Is this having faith or commiting sin???

iPhone photos 1.70 - Classes & Movie Dates

21 May (Thursday) 

Listening to Hardwell before and after tutorial #CauseEmil  ◦°˚\(~‿~*)/˚°◦
Also the panorama shot captured like 3 different scenes of the music video (on the projector screen) which is preeeetty k3wl

Korean spicy noodles challenge with the clique and a few other onlookers HAHAHAHAHA

Daniel thinks no kick


Also had APEL tutorial (i.e. moral education class) later on with the class and we played a really cute game :-))


Also Hannah has gotten hooked on YET another iPhone game.... And on the right is Mr Lee (our class' care person) taking a picture of Hannah's high score cause his fiance plays the same game too HAHAHAHAHA


Class picture because it was Checkered Day!!!!!!!
((which I evidently did not participate in sorry 02))


Consultation with Wah Pheow later on for our Human Factors Psychology assignment....... Which I blurred out cause plagiarism is real LOL 

22 May (Friday) 

My $1.50 sandwich lunch from Business canteen?????? Like hello???????????? SO CHEAP??????????????????
And Sam Sam in the background stressing out over Human Factors :-(((

23 May (Saturday) 

MORE HUMAN FACTORS ;___; 


And this very lovely pork floss bun that my 2nd Aunt always buys!!!!!!! It's from a bakery somewhere in Thompson or what but IT'S SO YUMMY I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!! The bread is like chewy chewy + the pork floss is not dry at all + bread:pork floss ratio is just nice!!!!!!!!!!

Over at Shaynnie's house for our weekly family gathering


Disturbing Shaynnie while she studies like the studious sec 4 she is hehe
(no!! we!! are!! not!! the!! same!! age!!)


Cheap thrills = taking pictures with your grandmother's bouquet of flowers and pretending your lover gave them to you lol

24 May (Sunday) 

Also a very lovely egg yolk that I had for breakfast (along with a bowl of shrimp wanton's and 2 egg whites)((because abstaining from bread lol))

Studied for ~2 hours before meeting Maverick to watch Pitch Perfect 2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT WAS BLOODY GOOD OMG I LOVE IT AND THE JOKES ARE SO INAPPROPRIATE BUT?????????? It was also his treat hehehehehe so yay thank uuuuu


And then we had Monster Curry for dinner :-9

Also we both ordered Spicy Level 1 curry and it came with the chili (the orange swirl in the left pic) on the curry for us to mix ourselves. Mav's plate came first so obviously I made him mix his chili which he proceeded to do...... BUT IT TURNED OUT TO BE THE WORST THING TO DO because it was bloody spicy wtf!!!!!!!! And Mav had no choice but to suck up and eat his vvvvvvv spicy curry because of me hwahwahwa

Anyway despite the chili, it was good la!! But the portion was enormous and we couldn't even finish half of our plate, which was a huge shame :-(

Okay bye!!!!¡¡¡!!!¡¡!!!! 

Post-FO

All pictures shot by Claris (senpai) and taken from the HSS Facebook page!!! 

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Once again, just really really really glad that I took the plunge and went for the interview, despite being terrified that I wouldn't be able to juggle between studies and FO prep. Being a GL was something I've always wanted to be since I was a Year 1... And I never actually imagined that I would be "brave" enough to stand in front of all the freshies cheering my heart out (in unflattering, oversized boxer shorts and high Santa Claus socks)????? But I did anyway!!!! Also, wearing the GL "uniform" really puts you in the mood and lets you get away with doing stupid, embarrassing shit like dancing in front of everyone at the stadium???? 

Constantly fanning the freshies and running around game stations under the scorching hot sun was terrible and it made me question my decision to be a GL multiple times LOL.... But the moment we start cheering or when Glen (our group's "big boss" haha) comes up to tell me that I did a good job, everything becomes worth it la. And not forgetting when the freshies tell you to take fan yourself because "you've fanned us enough already!!", or when they SMS you at the end of the camp to thank you for all you've done........ :-) 

Thank you thank you thank you to everyone involved in this year's FO, y'all really made my first FO experience as a GL nothing less than amazing :-) 

in between

my hair is rarely this presentable at home so 

I surprisingly do not feel very stressed rn wtf and that's the worrying thing!!!! Like am I doing something wrong??? Am I supposed to be worried about something??? Am I missing out on an assignment that I should be rushing for??? 

On an unrelated side note, the Pitch Perfect 2 soundtrack is soOoOooOoO goOoOOoOd it literally gives me goosebumps i luv it????? and I know Das Sound Machine's the "enemy" in the show but i luv them a lot more than The Barden Bellas hwa hwa hwa 

ALSO I GOT INTO THE PSYCHOLOGY STUDIES INTEREST GROUP'S COMMITTEE AS A SECRETARY!!!!!!!!!!! i really hope i don't screw up leh ( ´༎ຶㅂ༎ຶ`) 

Just really wanted to post something but ok bye I need to finish reading this chapter for tomorrow's tutorial 

iPhone photos 1.69 - TP HSS Graduation 2015

20 May (Wednesday) 

Our seniors' graduation ceremony!!!  

The current students (i.e. not the graduating students/relatives of the graduants) aren't supposed to be in the ceremony but Sydney manage to sneak both of us in hehehehe 

Sydney playing Tsum Tsum lololol 

We also attempted to do our project while waiting for our seniors to be on stage LOL but her laptop died HAHAHAHAHA 

Also because the School of Humanities & Social Sciences is so small, we don't even have our own graduation ceremony haha. It was combined with a few courses from the School of Applied Science so we basically spent a whole hour watching people we don't know go up on stage LOL. 

BUT SOON IT WAS THE HSS STUDENTS' TURN AND TOWARDS THE END WERE ALL THE TOP 3 STUDENTS (aka gold/silver/bronze medallists) FROM EACH COURSE AND GUESS WHO GOT AWARDED A MEDAL??????????????????????????? 

Maverick's so tall that he had to bend down quite a fair bit to be presented the medal HAHAHAHAHA SO CUTE LEH 

Can't even put into words like how proud I am of him!!!!!!!!!! ٩(•̤̀ᵕ•̤́๑) 

It's just such a prestigious award la and the medal is just??????????? Screamed quite loudly too lolol and Daniel was like "I've never seen you scream until so unglam before" HAHAHA OK CAN LOR............. Also this made me really want to work hard for my last year so I can be on stage like that next year too????? Amen amen amen (ﾉ´ｰ`)ﾉ 

More speeches to listen to 

After the ceremony ended, it was photo-taking time with all the graduants!!!! The whole area was so crowded wtf want to find one person also pekcek 

Ayaka!!!!!!!!! 

With Sara, some of my other Manax GLs and 2 of our freshies who came down too :-))) 

Also finally found Mav after like 40 minutes╭( ･ㅂ･)و  

So so so so proud of you la my bronze medallist :-)) 

I REALLY WANT THE MEDAL NEXT YEAR TOO OMG AMEN

Maverick and Sara :-) 

Also posting this picture because you can see the card I made for Mav which I am quite proud of HAHAHAHAHAHA AND IT'S A CHINCHILLA NOT A MOUSE ( ´༎ຶㅂ༎ຶ`)

Proceeded to find the rest of Manax again afterwards LOL 

HAHAHAHAHA SARA'S FACE BECAUSE HIS BALLOON ALMOST FLEW AWAY


Love y'all much much


UGLY SHITTY QUALITY but president of HSS studies club, Wee Liang, who I bumped into on the bus home hehe THANKS FOR ALL YOU'VE DONE FOR HSS :-))) 

Walking in expecting you'd be late 

But you got here early and you stand and wave 

I walk to you 

You pull my chair out and help me in 

And you don't know how nice that is 

But I do 

And we walked down the block, to my car 

And I almost brought him up 

But you start to talk about the movies 

That your family watches every single Christmas 

And I want to talk about that 

And for the first time 

What's past is past 

And you throw your head back laughing 

Like a little kid 

I think it's strange that you think I'm funny cause 

He never did 

I've been spending the last 8 months 

Thinking all love ever does 

Is break and burn and end 

But on a Wednesday in a cafe 

I watched it begin again 

Not everything can be perfect!!!¡¡¡!!!!¡¡¡!!

"We're not trying to sugarcoat everything, we're just trying to accept both the good and the bad ... And even the best sometimes fall" 

I thought that I could fix it on my own 

The sickness deep in my heart 

I thought that I could find  the healing deep inside of me 

Underneath all these scars 

I had to fall, had to fall apart 

To find that You love me even after 

I am a disaster 

And everything is shattered 

On the floor 

Since the day that I was born 

I was broken and torn 

So human, so incomplete 

But You never gave up 

Never lessened Your love 

That's the way that You'll always be 

iPhone photos 1.68 - Kiseki Buffet | Llao Llao | Gelare Waffles

16 May (Saturday) 

My father finally came back from Cambodia and we went for a family lunch buffet at Kiseki!!!!!!!! The spread was very very very very disappointing and the food was so so :-( 

It was ~$32 per pax and I had 8 mini plates worth of food....... So each plate was worth like $4 not bad la hor LOL 

Belated birthday celebration for the 5 chin boi boi :-)) 

ALSO I ACTUALLY WENT SHOPPING?!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!? 

L: My mum bought this shirt ($9.90) and pants/leggings thingamajig ($14.90) from H&M for meEeEeEeEE :-))) Also I would never be comfortable enough to wear the 2 together out la LOL 

R: FASHION THESE DAYS 

SHARED A SANUM WITH MY PARENTS :'''''''') it was delicious

Ate so much and crashed the moment I reached home.....

.......Before waking up to teach this qt pie

17 May (Sunday) 

This was probably my lunch after my morning nap LOL
It was quite yumz because you can never ever go wrong with toast + cheese + eggs :-))


And then I PROBABLY WENT TO TAKE AN AFTERNOON NAP AFTERWARDS LOL
Mav was like "you're sleeping like 24/7" hahahahahaha my Sunday's are meant for catching up on my sleep!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #SleepySunday

But then I had to stop nua-ing around at around 6.30pm and did my work till 2am :-(

18 May (Monday) 

Bananas + Rolled oats + Peanut flour + Cinnamon cookies for breakfast :-)) 

Exactly like baked oatmeal but in cookie form hahaha 

Assessment and Personality lecture later on WHERE WE WATCHED NIGAHIGA LOL 

Also really Emil???? A blank for us to write 'etc'??????? 

"Whaaaaaatttt...... It's still important right........" HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA 

19 May (Tuesday) 

WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A CLIQUE LUNCH AT GELARE WTF BUT ENDED UP ONLY 4 OF US WENT :-( 

Had a whole waffle to myself yum BUT we waited like 30 minutes for this :-( 

Also please don't order the Churros Treat waffles like I did because the only difference was the additional cinnamon sugar....... But I couldn't even taste the cinnamon sugar wtf and it was more expensive than the normal waffle?? :-( 

Also this really soft and colourful scarf that Maverick bought for me from his grad trip :-))))))))) 

I LOVE IT LOL IT'S REPLACED MY GREY SCARF THAT I BRING EVERYWHERE CAUSE I'M ALWAYS COLD