Thursday, October 30, 2014

Psychology Staff Photo Shoot 2014

Thursday, October 30, 2014
Got the opportunity to be the photographer for the new Psychology school website and these are the pictures I took of my lecturers and tutors the other day!!!!!!!
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"Omg this is so awkward, I cannot do this" 
"Here Gabby Gabby"
"Hey stop it" 

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*releases death glare*

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HAHAHAHA Emil's face when Ms Fionna got handed the DSLR HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

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Thank You for giving me the opportunity to be taught by amazing staff (◡‿◡✿)  

Tuesday, October 28, 2014

Taobao Review || Try-On Haul 6

Tuesday, October 28, 2014
Hello this is where the money I earned while working for 10 hours went to

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Striped Dress ¥29.90 

Really like this even though the stripes aren't straight along the waist area haha. It's also more of an off white, cream colour as opposed to a true white.

Plain Tank (White & Navy Blue) ¥19.90 

More of an indigo than a navy blue. It looks like a baby's shirt when it's not on the body HAHA but it fits me really well!!!! I also bought the white one which I don't have a nice individual photo of, but you can see it make it's appearance later in this post. The white one is relatively sheer, could probably get away with a beige bra though. I had a grey one underneath and it could be seen : - ( 


High-waisted Denim Shorts ¥36 

My 99.99% perfect high-waisted denim shorts!!!!!!!!!!! After finally!!!!!!!!!!!! It's a still bit loose on me :-( but better loose than tight hahahaha. This pair of shorts sits right on my waist (!!!!!!!) and is longer at the back so I don't have to constantly worry about my butt showing (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!). There's also still some space at the thigh opening for me SO SUPER FLATTERING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

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AA inspired denim shorts (White & Black) ¥29.90 

The grey crop tee and black shorts from this shop were too big on me :-( which was really disappointing!!! Especially because the white shorts fit me so well (albeit rather sheer), I expected the black ones to fit the same as well because I ordered both in XS. The white one was tagged XS and Size 1, but the black one was tagged as XS and Size 8??????? The white pair fits a 23" waist perfectly but the black one was 26"

So I guess it was just an unlucky factory mistake when tagging sizes (╥﹏╥)

Marble Printed Skorts Romper ¥70 

Quality is fab and fit is fab AND THE FACT THAT IT HAS NOT ONE, BUT TWO POCKETS MAKE IT THE ULTIMATE FABULOUS ROMPER despite the not so fab price 
And relax guys lol I'm going to wear a cardigan over it if I do wear this out 


Black Sling Bag ¥10 

This bag was only sgd2 but it was packaged so nicely????? And the shop keeper even put a small bag of pot pourri inside so it doesn't smell gross :''') Anyway bag is bigger than I expected but in a good way. I can fit a small water bottle inside HOORAY 

   

Tiger Sling Bag ¥27.90 

Chain sling is removable so thankfully I can replace it with a shorter sling if I want to use this bag. Short girl problems lololol 

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All the other knick knacks I got from the tiger bag shop hwahwahwa
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Overall I'm really pleased with this shipment of items!!!!!!!! Although it took ~3 weeks which sux because international Taobao orders have to go through customs for 1 week or something la. Was just disappointed with the shorts and the grey crop tee which was too big :-( but it's ok!!!!!!!!!! Still have another small(er) order coming in in the next few weeks so yAy
Like 4 shirts 3 bags 1 laptop case and 1 denim skirt

Okay bye haha the iPhone pictures not bad right HAHA I WAS JUST TOO EXCITED TO TRY THE CLOTHES AND TAKE PICTURES FOR WEILING....... So I decided to just take everything at once because the sun was still out lolol 
I think I know why I get so stressed out and I just realized it today 

I mean idk WHY I do this or why my brain does this but everytime I think of something I think of A LOT more than I'm "supposed to" 

I thought it was "normal" but sometimes the information I'm processing in my brain is so excessive, I literally have to stop everything I'm doing, close my eyes and just try to block out everything. I don't even know WHY I do this but I just realize today that I do it for almost everything??? From to-do lists to what I want to eat for breakfast to setting alarms to even reading someone's reply 

It's like I have to go through EVERY SINGLE THING related to what I was originally thinking of, and not just think of one thing alone. 

And I usually write a to do list everyday and MULTIPLE times a day, I will go through that list AGAIN AND AGAIN repeatedly. Like 

"Ok today I have to do Task A in the morning, and Task B and Task C after I get home from school" 
"Ok ok so I can finish Task A in the morning and then left Task B and C at night. Sounds manageable." 
*mentally runs through what Task A, B and C is again* 
"Then again 3 tasks in a day sounds like a lot to do how can I finish everything in a day" 
"Ok no cause Task A will be done before night so I don't have to care about it in the afternoon" 
"Ok ok so tomorrow morning, Task A. Afternoon, Task B and then Task C" 

AND THEN I JUST KEEP RETHINKING ABOUT IT OVER AND OVER AGAIN AND IT NEVER LEAVES MY MIND UNTIL I ACTUALLY FINISH IT 

AND SOMETIMES BESIDES TASK A-C I EVEN START PLANNING FOR TASK D TASK E AND ALL THE WAY TILL TASK Z (which is probably due next month) 

Idk if this excessive planning is doing me good or making everything worst 

Even planning alarms for the next day is tiring because I have to think about how long I'll take to press the snooze button, eat breakfast, change and all. And then I'll just replay this scenario over and over again (even though I already went through my morning routine five times) before actually deciding on what time alarm I should set???? 

My mind is one big ??????????? and I don't even know if I make sense or not BUT POINT IS I PROCESS TOO MUCH INFORMATION AT ONCE AND ITS MAKING ME VERY STRESSED OUT :-( :-( :-( 

It's not even funny and I'm being 100% serious lol 

When they say your worst enemy is yourself I totally agree now 
And the scary thing is it's my own mind that scares me and I can't escape my own mind ????????????????????? 

But ok bye lol sigh proper post soon (I.e. in like 5 hours hahaha) 

Monday, October 27, 2014

God's Grace > School demands

Monday, October 27, 2014
I don't doubt God is with me in the valley 
but I believe He gave me you 
to remind me the face of love 
and answered prayer 
the hands of God with me right here 

Every time you speak out 
and say the words I need to hear 
Every time you reach out 
I can feel His love so near 
I hope you know 
to me you are the hands of God 
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God, let Your love consume me and help me be more like You and less like me
Undeserving yet blessed, loved and favoured.

Thank You for kingdom friends who show me the right way when I make a wrong turn 
Thank You thank You thank You 

Sunday, October 26, 2014

怎么办呢?

Sunday, October 26, 2014
So much to lose 
So much to be afraid of 

Lord, I don't want to doubt your plans for me 
But I'm really, really scared 

Saturday, October 25, 2014

iPhone photos 1.12 - Last weekend of Sem 2.1 holiday

Saturday, October 25, 2014
18 October (Saturday) 
My first CG outing la guys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Was a bit nervous to go and almost backed out last minute because my security blanket Hana wasn't going hahahahahahahahaa. I know it sounds damn lame but Hana's the only one I've known for >1 year.... But I could feel God just telling me to go because I've always wanted to fit in more with my own CG. If I kept skipping the outings, it would never happen la. So I have to start somewhere right??????? AND STEP OUT OF MY COMFORT ZONE IN FAITH :-)

AND I'M GLAD I WENT LA SIGH Ŏ∀Ŏ 
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The only group photo we took HAHAHAHA

Irrelevant to photo but I spilled egg and mayo on my dress and it left really unsightly stains and I felt very insecure :'(

It was just a really chill outing before school (and all the crazy frenzy) started. Like we had lunch at MosBurger and played this game where I asked the most inappropriate question to 1 of the guys (?!??!!??!?!?!!??!?!) and then we walked around Parkway

AND HEADED TO TIME ZONE WITH 60 BUX TO SPEND
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And it was fun fun fun fun fun fun (◡‿◡✿)

After which I headed all the way to Yishun (where Bobby burst) and had my long awaited waffles w/ ice cream at Holy Cow Creamery!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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The waffles were amazing la and so shiok!!!!!! 1 waffle with 2 scoops was only $9!!!!!!
But the ice cream was disappointing and wasn't as satisfying as the previous time I went :(

Went to Shaynnie's house afterwards and ate my entire weight in food
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L: Shiok seafood soup with the most shiok liao!!!!!!!!! My 2nd aunt makes the best soup and is the best aunt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHA
R: I also found a mini crab overflowing with eggs IN MY CLAM WTV I WAS SO CREEPED OUT ???????

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My second half <3
And (God)sister from another (God)mother

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Saturday nights at Shaynnie's = best god mum sending us back with her car = 2.30am grocery shopping at Sheng Shiong

19 October (Sunday) 
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Dragon fruit and toasted pandan bread for breakfast HAHA

And then I spent the last day of my semester holiday BY WORKING lolol 
even in the dust, we shine © 2014