Saturday, February 25, 2017

iPhone photos 133 - a mishmash of december '16

Saturday, February 25, 2017
Finally had time to sit (lie) down and update with pictures!!!!!!!!!!! this was like 3 months ago.............. so there are no dates mentioned because I kinda forgot hahahaha
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December '16 (Uni Y1S1 Semester Break)
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One of the days where I went to Tampines Mall to have dinner with Mav & family and bumped into both JingWen and Daniel!!!! What are the odds man hahaha

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Photobooth photos from Batam!! It was <$2 per pic at TimeZone vs Singapore's one at Plaza Sing at $6........... :(

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Leg massage in Batam

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Cream bath in Batam - omg they wash ur hair and even give u a massage which felt soOoOoOo good

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Shit photo but this was at Hall XV FOC Senior Bonding Day where I ate 1/2 a watermelon without using my hands............ probably my life's greatest achievement LOL

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Mookata with my group for dinner/supper afterwards!!!

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gave me the biggest bloat ever lolol i rly dont like mookata/kbbq :(

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Hall XV Productions camp!! Funny seeing this photo 3 months later because at that point, we were just getting to know one another but now we are all friends who meet up for dinner/milo dates at night :')

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Met up with Daryl boi boi for waffles!!!!! Once at Wimbly Lu and the second at Fat Cat - both were good in their own ways, but Fat Cat is a lot more accesible la

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Selfie when I went for a haircut - made me remember how good I feel with short hair LOL

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LOL didn't realize how much waffles & ice cream I ate in December - this was Creamier with Shaynnie!! Even more inaccesible than Wimbly Lu because this was at freaking Upper Thompson wtf

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December also marked the start of our Hall Productions rehearsals :--------( So I was practically in school like every week for 3-5 times??

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Christmas dinner w/ my cousins (lol no pic sorz) and Mav... before I had to go back to hall for rehearsals again

Serene and I felt very down about having to come back during X'mas.... so we decided to plan a mini Christmas party!!!!!!!
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Each of us brought some food over and we even planned to wear red cause festive LOL
(sidenote: this was in serene's room lolol ya she has a freaking grass patch and armchairs wtf)

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w/ Serene, Elias and Andre!! I think this was the first time (half) the cast actually bonded outside of rehearsals and it was a good night :o)

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Dance room rehearsals!!!

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Met up with my Cocobabies too for our monthly meeting :o) now everybody's busy working/studying already so we don't get to meet up once a month anymore!!! it's been like a year since Cococane and I'm so glad for the friendships forged ;_; 

Wednesday, February 15, 2017

Wednesday, February 15, 2017
It's been long since I've cried this much (the last being about hall prod, but it wasn't as much) and I never thought I'd end up in this situation. halfway during lecture yesterday, my mum texted to say "En and family is moving to Choa Chu Kang tmr morning".
quick background: En and family are my next door neighbours who we are very close to, En is 6 y/o and I literally watched her grow up since both of our families moved in 5 years ago. when I used to update my blog a lot, I'd always post photos of her and called her "my fav girl" 
I was actually very proud of myself during the lecture because I was finally paying attention lolol but after receiving the news I couldn't focus at all. I couldn't cry because I didn't want to draw attention to myself in lecture wtf so all I could do was sniff and wipe oncoming tears with tissue for the next 1/2 hour

I feel so... odd?? stupid?? embarrassed?? for feeling this way about a 6 year old because when I went back to my room I could not stop crying every time I thought about her. About how I'm never going to hear her knock on my door furiously and scream "Jerlyn jie jie!!!" whenever she wanted to visit, how my mum is never going to send me voice messages of her asking where I am when I'm not home, how she's never going to annoy me with her "I'm hungry"s "I want to eat"s "I want your cup"s, how I'm never going to see her rush to her door whenever she hears me outside waiting for the lift and wave till I'm out of sight.

I'm still in shock and disbelief that she would have moved out already by now (16/2 12:26pm) and that I didn't even get a chance to see her one last time before she left because I'm in hall lol

I know I'll get better but right now it really really really really really sucks la
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