Year 2.2

it's only week 2 but: 

i
have
reached
my
emotional
limit

..........................................

week 3 update: 

this week hasn't been the best either and I'm really struggling to keep afloat amidst the content-heavy modules and social commitments and hall production rehearsals (again lmao). I'm not sure if I felt this way in the beginning of the last 3 semesters but it certainly doesn't feel like I did.

i feel myself cracking bit by bit and i keep trying to justify having a "rest day" though I always end up doing a few hours of readings so it doesn't even count

i just rly am so tired and at this point i regret decisions to join hall prod and the school camp main comm when i was so adamant on not joining either one anymore last year lol. but it's too late to back out so i guess i'll just. suck. it. up. (and do my best too la haha I still have morals!!)

i let myself cry and take a nap every now and then but at the end of the day I know I just have to get myself out of this rut and press on ya??? lol