we were barely apart for more than an hour but when you finally approached your parents and I at the cookhouse it felt as if everything was back to how it should be and in your presence I just felt... happy and safe
4 months ago (+ 30 minutes after our first conversation where u asked if I was joining yall for the dinner after our psych conference and when I replied "ya why cannot ah" you were so taken aback you laughed) I watched you and your friend have a conversation about you being posted to commandos and I remembered being vvvvv impressed. but at that point I allowed myself to only see you as a guy I thought was cute (and nothing more!!!!) because you were just a graduating senior that I was never going to see again after that night
...but who would have expected that you had already noticed me around school before I did/that night and that during the freshman orientation a few weeks later you were looking out for me (like I was for you) and that you would have progressed into something a little more than just that "cute graduating senior" a few months later
and today there I was with the privilege (of your parents inviting me) to watch you take that oath and stand amongst the other bald commandos-to-be and step into a new chapter of your life
i have absolutely no clue how this is going to go and i know it's not going to be easy and it's only been a few months but you've made me feel so loved and secure and i know that i'm going to try my best (and more) to make this work because you (and we!!!) are worth it!!!!!!!!!!
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