18:34

These days I've just been thinking about wether I'm an optimist or pessimist haha. I'd like to think that I'm an optimist la but right now it really doesn't seem that way... But I guess it's situational and shit and all and perhaps my optimism will come back after this shitty semester ends. 

Anyway Abnormal Psychology test was horrid at first but towards the end it got better. I'm just sad that my fav module is over and my fate (aka grades) for that module is already sealed :-( 

And ok bye I have my Addictive Psychology test tomorrow and I've yet to start memorizing the different drug names and effects when drugs are like the whole point of this module :-) :--) :---) g00d j0b m3 

Have half a mind (?) to just give up but HA HA we all know I won't be able to do that. My relationship with my grades is so conflicting like I want to give up because of my pursuit for good grades but that same pursuit for good grades is stopping me from giving up??? 

Ok la serious back to studying ((and don't expect any updates till like Tuesday or Wednesday because today till Monday is chiong all the way to complete this Addictive Psych module)) grrrrRRR