"Who decides for you if you deserve to worry or not?"

Just because I get good grades doesn't mean I don't worry 
Just because I get good grades doesn't mean I can't worry 
Just because I get good grades doesn't mean I don't have to study 
Just because I get good grades doesn't mean I can't study 
Just because I get good grades doesn't mean I don't make mistakes  
Just because I get good grades doesn't mean I can't make mistakes or ask questions 
Just because I get good grades doesn't mean I don't put in any hard work 
Just because I get good grades doesn't mean I can't put in any hard work 
Just because I get good grades doesn't mean that I don't struggle 
Just because I get good grades doesn't mean that I can't struggle 
Just because I get good grades doesn't mean that I'm trying to put you down 

And just because I get good grades doesn't mean that I enjoy doing all these work  
But if I don't, who will? 
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"But the thing is I can't even imagine myself being relaxed"
"......That's interesting" 

// "Mindfulness. Being aware of the present."