even in the dust, we shine

My problems seem so insignificant as compared to others so idk why I "deserve" all the hours spent on me because im not the only one and its not severe and i probably have it so much better than so many people out there and i am so so so undeserving

and maybe why im so resistant to changing (for the better) is because if i change i lose my self identity
and no matter how bad it might seem to continue being this way maybe id rather have that identity than not having the identity i've built up over the past year at all

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