uni week 5

The past 5 weeks of uni saw me constantly studying for my Astronomy elective... so to finally be done with my first Astro quiz and ready to move on to other modules is quite a relief. Astronomy was very interesting (albeit content-heavy af), but it's always nice to go back to what I'm most comfortable with: psychology.

Anyway as I was studying for my upcoming psych quizzes, I realized just how lucky I am to be studying something I genuinely enjoy??? I never thought I'd be able to feel this way yknow, to enjoy studying or have that burning desire to learn more or how I miss all the modules we took in poly and I rly rly rly cannot wait for my upcoming semesters in uni!!!!!! I guess I'm just super thankful that I managed to find what I actually want to do in life AND that I even managed to get an opportunity to further my studies. 

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on a kind of related/unrelated sidenote: uni has been hella intimidating with all the smart af kids from JC or poly and everywhere else la with coursemates who read their textbook materials and are way ahead or those who are confident enough to speak up in lecture/tutorial but i gotta remember that just because i don't speak up or don't understand the current lecture doesn't mean i'm not capable?????? and if i managed to get through the same situation in poly i can do this too????? +++++ even if I don't get straight As it doesn't matter because happiness & mental health > grades right????