even in the dust, we shine

throughout this week I went knocking on doors to collect my block residents' information for 4 hours and helped out a friend to film + act in his project's video and hung out with my OG playing carom and making a lot of noise during hall supper (and I genuinely genuinely really enjoy myself) but then I stay up till like 4-5am to study and every week in school I always think "I've got this" but then the moment I move back home for the weekends I realize how incredibly tired and drained I am 

but do I really deserve to be tired