even in the dust, we shine

today as we walked to your home you looked lethargic af (no thx to ur guard duty yesterday) but as I trailed along behind you all I could think about was how perfect you were and I didn't realize I had been smiling to myself from the carpark to the void deck 

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I laid by your side using my phone as you slept when all of a sudden your eyes opened by a little bit and you looked up at me in the most groggy state and said "you look extra pretty today", despite the (unflattering) glow from my phone's screen and the (unflattering) angle from which you were looking at me. I laughed it off and said "that's because you're tired", and you mumbled "no really" as you closed your eyes and fell back to sleep. 

later on I got hungry and tried to sneak away from the bed to eat my steamed cake (thx ma) on your computer table so I wouldn't disturb you... but the moment I got up, you woke up and whined a little with your arms outstretched as much as your sleepy body allowed it to. you only went back to sleep when I sat at the floor next to your bed to eat, but not without a silly grin on your face :-) 

...thank you for never making me feel doubtful of your love for me