It is (and will be) Well

As I lie in bed getting ready to sleep (even though I didn't manage to finish what I set out to do today), I feel the need to constantly remind myself that

1) It's okay if I wasn't chosen to go on an all-expense-paid trip to Japan with my school. 

I'm sure God knew that I would be busy and struggling to even complete all that I have to do before school reopens, that I wouldn't have 9 days to spend in Japan. I'm sure God knew that I would have too many people to meet and too many important dates I can't miss, that I wouldn't have 9 days to spend in Japan. And there are so many group projects and some of my group members will be overseas too and I really cannot bear leaving everything behind because I always always just want to be in the know and be there to make sure everything's ok and going the way I want it to (as bossy as that sounds).

So even though the whole idea of spending winter in one of the countries I REALLY want to visit is very very very very very tempting and very envy-inducing (??)... I am thankful that God knows best lor. And I guess the same goes to my ~supposed~ Bangkok trip with my family that didn't even get materialized. So it's okay!!! 

2) God will help me finish ALL of assignments. 

Even if I always spend 10 minutes just going over and over and over and over and over and over and obsessing over my To-Do list (really wish I was exaggerating but I'm not). But I've managed to hand in everything and even do well the past 3 semesters... And as scared and fearful and anxious I am about everything, I trust that He'll be with me throughout. And I'm not going to hand in poorly done or late assignments/projects. 

3) My Abnormal Psych project will go well. 

And will be featured in my school's own event/public showcase and even possibly taken up by the CHAT organization. I feel EXTREMELY passionate about this topic and I don't even mind doing the entire group project content on my own... So I really really really really really want it to go well and just raise more awareness u_u 

.......... 

Ok goodnight I am really very very sleepy after almost 9 hours of shopping (70 bux worth of food)  (っ˘̩╭╮˘̩)っ halp me