uni week 15

today was the first time I slept for more than 12 hours at one go (kinda, cause I woke up to eat and went back to sleep) in a long time lololol. A part of me tells me I deserved that rest after the constant studying I've been doing the past 3 months (especially the 3 !!!!!intense!!!!! days before my first finals) and all the horrible short sleep I've been getting lately (i.e. 3 2-hour naps per day instead of a full sleep) wtf

And then there's the other part that's like "noOoOOoo you don't have any more time" but I'm so tired and my inhibition levels have been depleting like mad and I keep getting distracted wtf ok back to studying as u can tell this whole post is just me justifying sleeping for more than 2 hours last night lol


5:23am update: I rly dislike this Astronomy module (NTU EE8086!!!!!) what the flying cow I'm so done with this shit but 2 more chapters to go ugh ughdhdsjkakxc IMO honestly it is very interesting and the lecturers are good teachers but fak the content is RIDICULOUSLY BLOODY heavy and I have been consistently studying this since first week of uni I swear yet I'm still lagging behind (because I have other modules that are more important/relevant to my course lol) WA I HATE IT LA IM SO DONE!!1!1!1!1!11!!1!1!!!!!!!!!!! the only good thing is that it's MCQ but fak la I hate studying this

but ok la anger & frustration & irrationality aside it's really v interesting and THANK GOD I took this in Y1S1 where my core modules are easier to handle (thank u poly) because I am barely on the verge of handling this

OK BYE!!!!!! my head literally hurts from studying this