26/9 - slowly and then all at once it came: the chills, the chattering teeth, the trembling legs, the numbness, the sense of impending doom. it had been 5 months and i thought it wouldn't come back, but it did. and a part of me that is worryingly bigger than its supposed to be is glad that it's back.. and i don't want to know why.
but i'm more than ok and i'm thankful for hot water and cookies & cream chocolate and skype and humor amidst all that ("listen to my calm and soothing voice") and surrounding wonderful people :-)
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