Just wanted to do a quick update because on Saturday (24/5) I went to my first ever Arrow service!!!! It's like this church service for youths at my church (New Creation) and I actually didn't even know about it (lol) until Hana invited me to go. Tbh I was a bit apprehensive to go at first before omgwtfbbq so much to do and study especially now... But then again studies cannot be more important than time spent with God right????
I'm so glad Hana asked me along and that I went... Because the message the pastor preached just spoke out to me and it was so relevant la. She was talking about our REAL TRUE purpose in life, which isn't to get good grades, become a millionaire, marry the love of your life etc, but to really, truly know God. I've been so caught up in studies that I fail to really REALIZE that studies isn't everything. People have been telling me time and time again that my results don't define me and that my current grades won't matter in like 5 years time but I always don't believe them. Like my current grades will still indirectly affect my life what, if I cannot get into Uni my life in 5 years will be affected too, no?? But I guess it's really true la... I really CANNOT be so caught up in studies and be so worried because I know my God will do what's best for me and take care of all my problems.
Praise and worship was SO so so so so so amazing and just ARKFLCKSMCOSKWJSJSSJ. I felt like everything I did or happened to me was all planned by God and I'm just so overwhelmed by His greatness and power???????????? I was standing in front of the stage with Hana on my left and was surrounded by other youths la, and just being there made me feel so, happy????? It's like everyone was there for 1 purpose, which is to praise and worship our God and I just felt like I really belonged there. It was a really emotional moment and I was just reminded of how much God just really loves me and NEVER gives up on me even though I'm so undeserving of all the greatness that has happened in my life. His love TRULY is unconditional and I really just cannot comprehend all the good things that have happened to me (especially recently) like REALLY LA TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE SERIOUSLY wtf like my emotions CANNOT BE CONTAINED
Anyway haha just really glad I went for service la and yup
ALSO I CANNOT WAIT FOR PERTH OMG IT'S SO EXPENSIVE AND MY HEART A BIT PAIN BUT OMGMFKDKDKDOCKSSJSJ PERTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Still have to settle like 4 tests and my group project before I can go which sucks but oh well you got to do what you got to do OK BYEEEEE
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