I am struggling, I really am.

Closing of Dayre

Dayre recently announced its closure :-( I have been an avid silent reader on Dayre for almost 5 years, and to have the app gone is just so sad!!!!!!!!! It reminded me of Blogger and my own blog la... and I'm rly just praying that Blogger doesn't close down anytime soon.

This semester has been a wreck (as indicated by my previous post) and I can't wait till it ends before my summer break starts and I'm off to exchange in Canada :'D 

I wanted to use Dayre to document my exchange days because of how easy it would be but now that it's closing, I guess I'll have to go back to good ol' Blogger HAHAHAHA. Meanwhile, here are two pictures from Hall Prod because ya guess who just signed away 3 months of her life to be a cast again despite very adamant rejections................................................

meanwhile brb while i go back to studying lmao 

Year 2.2

it's only week 2 but: 

i
have
reached
my
emotional
limit

..........................................

week 3 update: 

this week hasn't been the best either and I'm really struggling to keep afloat amidst the content-heavy modules and social commitments and hall production rehearsals (again lmao). I'm not sure if I felt this way in the beginning of the last 3 semesters but it certainly doesn't feel like I did.

i feel myself cracking bit by bit and i keep trying to justify having a "rest day" though I always end up doing a few hours of readings so it doesn't even count

i just rly am so tired and at this point i regret decisions to join hall prod and the school camp main comm when i was so adamant on not joining either one anymore last year lol. but it's too late to back out so i guess i'll just. suck. it. up. (and do my best too la haha I still have morals!!)

i let myself cry and take a nap every now and then but at the end of the day I know I just have to get myself out of this rut and press on ya??? lol

guess who will be spending 5 months in US & Canada this coming August????????

!!!!! me !!!!!

There's a house we can build
Every room inside is filled
With things from far away

The special things I compile
Each one there to make you smile
On a rainy day 

They can say, they can say it sounds crazy 
They can say, they can say we've lost our minds 
I don't care, I don't care if they call us crazy 
Run away to a world that we design 

Every night I lie in bed 
The brightest colours fill my head 
A million dreams are keeping me awake 

I think of what the world could be
A vision of the one I see 
A million dreams is all it's going to take 
A million dreams for the world we're gonna make 

However big, however small
Let me be a part of it all 

Share your dreams with me 

You may be right, you may be wrong 

But say that you'll bring me along 

To the world you see